tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-359312692024-03-13T10:42:32.998-04:00Thoughts on life...Andrew Stewarthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/17638473031670119642noreply@blogger.comBlogger89125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35931269.post-64827533044010554712008-06-12T09:11:00.002-04:002008-06-12T09:16:08.638-04:00Eat Mor ChikinBigStuf internship... it is AWESOME!!! But it is also very very draining because of non-stop all day long work. This morning though, I have a break and got to spend some quality time with Jesus. Two things that keep me going and take away from the fact that the same programming for camp happens each week: 1) New campers who have not been yet, I want to do whatever I can to make sure that they get the same great experience if not better than the group before them, and 2) Laughter... in so many ways it has become like family here, and I love when we all are together during meetings and we end up cracking up about the weirdest things. Without the laughs I would be spent by now.<br /><br /><br />Here is an example:<br /><br /><object width="425" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/stMN6yM7W18&hl=en"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/stMN6yM7W18&hl=en" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="425" height="344"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><script src="http://www.google-analytics.com/urchin.js" type="text/javascript">
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